Nothing in Particular

Its been long since I blogged. At times you just feel too weak to accept your existance, forget moving ahead. At times you feel like looking back and doing an introspection of your life... with my 34 years of experience i have realized that those are the times you should never do any introspection. When you have a pre-conceived notion you can never be unbiased. And introduction is all about being unbias.

Take any negative emotion... vengenance, hatred, jealousy...anything that you can name of...they form a cycle, a whirlpool that just sinks you in. Say for example, when two people fight. One of them realize that he is wrong, he tries to mend his ways, but the other want doesnt understand he is changing, so he continues fighting. then the other man realizes and wants to stop fighting, but the first ones say no, I wont stop...because when I realized and tried to change you continued fighting, now even though we both have realized, I will still not stop because you didnt when i wanted to....

Tell me friend, in a situation like this can this fight be stopped? Ego...ego is the root of all devil. Take any two super powers fighting, or any two friends fighting, or any two lovers fighting. Its the pleasure of proving each other wrong, its the pleasure of ripping each other's power, its the pleasure of a "shallow" win that keeps us going in these lines of...nothing, but self destruction. We wake up in the morning and start fighting. Have we ever realized why we fight? Why we criticise others? Why we think others are wrong.... My boss is wrong, my husband is wrong, the government is wrong, Sharukh Khan is wrong, Amitabh Bacchan is wrong... the whole day all that we do with a lot of passion is complaining and cribbing. I wonder, why we do this?

We do this because this is our greatest defense mechanism...we start proving everybody else wrong to cover up the things that WE KNOW we have done wrong. The more wrong you do, the more cynical you be of others... Whats within, thats without....